Leaving Parthi

I hate having to leave you

It’s the hardest thing I’ll ever do

I hate I’ll have to go back 

As I walk, waving the worst goodbye


I want to make sure you know how this feels to me

And that I promise to become the best I can be

You know I’m always doubting every action of mine

But I'll try to be confident and happier this time


And about my usual unstable emotional state?

I will handle whatever is put on my plate

I won’t give up whenever I’m sad

And I’ll come to you when I get mad


Also, don’t ever think you’ll be second on my list

You’re my savior, God, mom, you’ve carried me through the midst

Who could replace you, my dear Swami ? 

On which other shoulder could I ever lean?


There’s no one that’d do as much as you’ve done

I owe you my life, I owe you a ton

Thanks for existing, my angel

And for making it all, much less painful.




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